Memory Tricks

She stared at the bloody knife on the kitchen counter and couldn't move. Thoughts run through her mind like rats with Rabies. Horrified she had to confess yet again that she couldn't remember what she was doing the last two hours. It had happened before but usually it was just some minutes, maybe half an hour. She didn't drive anymore because she was afraid that she might hurt someone if she again experienced this blackout. She had notice that during the blackouts she did things that in normal circumstances would just cross her mind. Like, suddenly leaving a place, slapping loudly on the table or just singing out loud a song. She was now looking at the knife and was convinced that it was blood on it. She had no idea where it came from, though she remembered the rage she had in her when she last talked with her husband. A sudden beeping noise startled her and she mechanically opened the oven. There was meat and she exhaled in relief.