Tuesday, 28 May 2019

Project

New day. New life. That's what they said. It sounded great. Inspiring even. They spoke with such confidence that I envied them. I've never had anything as exciting in my life. I have never been so passionate about something. Their eyes were sparkling with enthusiasm as they spoke about it. They would go on and on and on about the benefits of this project. I was just listening in complete admiration. Totally mesmerized by their eagerness, body language and openess. So, here I was hundreds of kilometers from home two months later. Terrified, with no confidence whatsoever, unable to speak clearly and totally lost. I don't know anymore what was so appealing about all this. Right now it was just crazy amount of work, no appreciation and regular lack of sleep due to my inner insecurities. However, the insomnia was the least of my problems.

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